Lana feels

It's always interesting when something you think might happen in fact does. A discussion of limits doesn't always end in pushing them. The fact that you can do something doesn't always mean you do. I performed the customary ablutions in the shower yesterday and wore underwear I didn't mind being seen in, all the while with a voice in the back of my head making mocking remarks about the entire process. And then... There we were. And that was that.

I suppose I must have grown up since the last time this sort of thing happened. Writing about it here just doesn't seem right.